The three people who responded to my poll said I should post it so here is the first thing I wrote this morning.
It’s dark and dreary outside. It will likely be this way for a couple of days.
We have less daylight every day.
I’m not getting enough sleep. There are various reasons for that.
I’ve had a few unsettling dreams.
The news is pretty much all bad.
I’m only a week and a half away from my daughter moving back to her apartment full time.
I spend a lot of time alone and that will increase when she leaves.
I think about jobs that would get me out of my house and out of my head. I don’t want a library job. but feel inadequate when considering other positions.
I think about reconnecting with people, but don’t. I feel like it would be more of a nuisance than a welcomed message.
I feel adrift, disconnected, alone.
This too shall pass, but it is hard right now.